Behind Blue Eyes

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 21:32:33 GMT

OMIGOSH! THE WINTERFEST IN DETROIT IS AMAZING!!!!

i was just there for like 6 hours - and now im going back at like 11 to 1 (when it closes) after my soccer game!!!

oh you should so go!!!!

they had surfers there!!! and they were surfing! ahhhhh

.......

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 02:13:56 GMT

wow...im really starting to hate school. waking up early EVERY day ....NOOOOO. im done with that. im also done with the crowded halls, and all the whiney people in my classes (you got an a- shut the hell up damn). man i cant wait to get outta there. A YEAR AND A HALF LEFT!!!! is it possible to have senioritis as a junior?

feliz cumpleanos

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 22:07:16 GMT

happy late birthday Himay Trevino

and ryan

yay you can drive!!! sorta

omg!!! way off subject jamie ------ but i just realized, you could have said hoy es mi cumplanos!!! ahhhhhh

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 00:19:51 GMT

man, ive been sick -- like really really sick for over a week and a half now. it sucks. major. and i couldnt go to conditioning cause i had like a 'coughing fit' right before and couldnt bretahe.....gay.

damnit

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 00:50:40 GMT

its my bday!!!!!

im 17!!!!!

wooo hooo

and matt's 21!!!!!

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Mon, 09 Jan 2006 22:00:27 GMT

i ended up cutting 10 inches off.....

who likes it?

man this sucks, ive been trying so hard to distance myself with the reality that college is only a year and half away...but now mrs valentine is like shoving it down our throats..and it sucks. its gotten me thinking though, i really want to go to central to study teaching or something - im pretty sure my grades are good enough, but i still have to do act's -ahhhh- but if i dont get a scholarship for room and board i have to go either to wayne, oakland, ,or occ.....hmmmm. yea also ive been thinking, i kinda want to be a counsler....is that weird? idk, i used to want to be a history teacher, but id problay end up bitching out some suck up and that wouldnt be good, and today i was in mrs stanjones office and it kinda hit me. ah well whatever. im just thinking out loud.....or whatever

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 22:20:09 GMT

so excited for mañana!!!

haaaaair cut --- long over due

movie night!!!!!

soccer game!!!!

plllllllllllus mr van hull is adding 5 point to everyones final grade....so im gonna get a b+ which equals a 4.6 so my gpa is gonna go uuuuuuuuuuuuuup whoo hoo

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 23:12:02 GMT

sattttttturday should be fun.

well not at first ---soccer game at 7 in the damn morning, gawd

but at 11 30 going to get my hair cut -- not shortened just layered and maybe some side-sweepage

then sat night.....movie night at my house with some soccer girls? yea? sounds fun. i need to de-shelter erica so....yup

yay saturday, 11 count em 11 days till im 17

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 23:05:06 GMT

this is pretty good

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/10562270/from/RL.1/ <<< the weirdest stories of '05

#2 is pretty sick

blah

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 22:38:57 GMT

gaaaaaaawwwwwwwwd screw school on tuesday. i dont want to go back

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 05:20:54 GMT

its late and im bored so i decidd to update. christmas was good, got everything i asked for. video iPod hell yea!! to top it off i have a 3v3 soccer tourny tomarrow...well technically today. hopefully we do good, but right now we only have 3 people...we need another...ah well ill figure somethin out. hmmm well i got nothin to write about

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 01:21:28 GMT

i got an iPod...yay

i guess im italian?

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 21:55:46 GMT

so... today im talking with my grandma about us being norweigian and whatever and she told me i dont fit in cause i look italian. ITALIAN? so i ask why..... and she says its cause of my dark complextion and DARK EYES. what the hell is that shit. for starters im crazy white, and my eyes are so frickin LIGHT BLUE its ridiculous! and i see her every day!!!!! so im like gram, what color are my eyes? well ya know...there dark. NO WRONG! god wtf. i was so mad! i mean theres nothin wrong with italians, id love to be darker....but im not italian!!! the only stuff i have in me is norweigian and irish and shit. lol, whatever, its only been 17 years for her to figure out my skin and eye color.

pshhh

on a happy note, i bought fake eyelashes yesterday for fun...and those things are the coolest things in the whole wide world. its like having perfect mascara and perfect eyeliner at the same time. im in love.

3 days to christmas every one!!!!!!! have a good one. i will

♥ chao - lol

one week till xmas

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 21:22:09 GMT

who gets in a fight sledding? i mean really...

so heres what happened, friday me, josh, jill, brett, kaylan, chris, heather, her brother, jenny barie, and mike halostock(w.e.) went sledding at manley. so outta no where this drunk ass kid throws a snowball at brett, so brett throws one back and yells quit. the kid gets all pissy and brett yelled at him and the kid ran away. so 30 minutes later the kid shows up with a ton of guys and they want to fight brett, brett goes to walk away and hey punch him in the back of the head so everyone starts yelling a fight breaks out but we left pretty quick it didnt get too outta hand. so our sledding was cut short, ended up at vp for like 3 hours till like 2 o clock. it was pretty crazy.....it makes a good story though

but comeone...who does that?

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 21:08:33 GMT

xmas = 12 days

bday = 1 month 3 days

break in 8 days....priceless

Ü

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 01:59:07 GMT

last night was so awesome. went midnight sledding at manley with josh, jill, drunk eddie, drunk matt, melissa, her sis and eddies cousin. we ended up kidnapping joey on the side of the road cause he was jogging so we just....picked him up in the van. it was awesome. i learned how to use jills mini-boards....so i can mini snow board. yay.

eh but now we have school tomarrow....

14 days till christmas!

in front of your eyes im invisible

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 01:29:05 GMT

so im just chillen here bored watching van wilder and not feelin too good. had a soccer game at 9...didnt win - that kinda sucked. ah well though shit happens right? i have a bit on my mind lately, first off, i cant wait for xmas and break and my bday. but im a bit nervous cause big d is moving back here soon, and that'll be a lil....idk akward? yeeea. and now it looks like josh and jill are maybe getting back together. im sorta conflicted about that, but they really are meant for eachother and i totally support whatever josh is gonna do, so whatever im happy for the boy. matts not so supporitive, but...ehh whatever its his choice yea? its freezing in my house right now.

..............

♥

just thinking

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 18:05:35 GMT

you know whats an awsome feeling?
--being loved by someone just for who you are

you know whats a horrible feeling?
-- not being able to return that love

hmmm....sometimes lifes just bittersweet

.....

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 17:12:37 GMT

thank god for snow

let it snow

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 03:40:08 GMT

went to the senior show tonight, that was pretty sweet. laura miller and the devil went down to georgia hell yea.

everybody start praying for a snow day

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 22:09:21 GMT

yay i just got done wrapping all my christmas presents! i still cant wait! plussssss word on the street (lol) is that were having a snow day tomarrow. hell yea bitches! but its a h.o.t. day tomarrow so i kinda want to go. yea....

ah well,

i cant wait for break.

peeeeeeeeeace

pointless

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 22:50:40 GMT

so, definatly just about got into an accident at school...which was totally not my fault (for real though it wasnt). eh i hate the mott parking lot. some lady dropping her kid off didnt stop at the damn stop sign. if you wernt supposed to stop...they wouldnt put it there. dammit. then i forgot my coat, but still had to put gas in my car....and that sucked.

but hey, only 19 days untill christmas!! (16 days till break)

aaaaaaand 1 month and 10 days till im 17 !!!!! (and matt'll be 21)

aaaaaaaaaaaand candice got her license! im sooo proud. lol.

♥

you gotta promise not to stop when i say when

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 01:48:27 GMT

so today was my great grandpas bday party...it was alright. i saw my crazy aunt - didnt talk to her though, saw my little cousins -including my fav. one cole! then we came home and chilled. all in all, it was a good day.

yesterday had two soccer games - lost the first one cause it was against the other warrior team and half our players are on that team, so it was like a scrimmage, won the second game 6 - 1. that was kinda sweet. i didnt play much though cause my ankle is still a little sprained from two weeks ago.

blah now theres school tomarrow. i hate school sooo much. not the whole like 'learning' thing, but the whole 'waking up early' 'driving in the parking lot' 'walking through the halls' thing - yea i hate that. but only dos more weeks before break. i cant wait for christmas!!!

one month and tweleve days untill im 17 bitches!!!

♥

nothin important

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 21:21:32 GMT

Hello

I've waited here for you

Everlong

and I wonder

when I sing along with you

If everything could ever feel this real forever

If anything could ever be this good again

the only thing I'll ever ask of you

you've got to promise not to stop when I say when

Now it always seemed such a waste
She always had a pretty face
So I wondered how she hung around this place

Hey, come on try a little
Nothing is forever
There's got to be something better than
In the middle
We can drive it home
With one headlight

Well this place is old
It feels just like a beat up truck
I turn the engine, but the engine doesn't turn
Well it smells of cheap wine & cigarettes
This place is always such a mess
Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn
I'm so alone, and I feel just like somebody else
Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same

So we did what we did and we tried to forget
And we swore up and down there would be no regrets

Well you do what you do and you pay for your sins,

And there’s no such thing as what might’ve
Been, that’s a waste of time; drive you outta your mind

I woke today, felt another way,
everything was gonna be fine.
My head rose up then my legs came too,
quarter past nine was the time.

But I woke today,
felt another way,
felt free in the sky to fly.
I could have cried out what I wanted to say,
but I am sick of all this terrible charm.
I used to be into apologies, a regular to shame I
was shy.
But I woke today,
felt another way,
felt free in the sky to fly.
got to my house about
a quarter to eight.
And I made a drink, got about an hour to relax and
just think.
I'm just bored, nothing's ever gonna be the same
anymore.
And with my drink in hand I got up to stand and I
was off to a regular day.
got to my house about
a quarter to eight.
And I made a drink, got about an hour to relax and
just think.
I'm just bored, nothing's ever gonna be the same
anymore.

Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me
To hold you till the healing is done
And every time you fall apart
Well you can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me
To hold you till that feeling is gone

-- i like those lyrics....

so im pretty much just chillen at home lonely....matts doing a jumping job for UPS, josh went up to michigan - i tried getting him to take me but hes in some huge poker tournament so he didnt take me :(...my parents are..somewhere? and im booooooooored and lonely. sucks basically. i cant wait for christmas, i just have a feeling its gonna be awesomee this year. idk, my intuition has been pretty damn good lately so thats good.

yeaaaaaaa..thats all....

nothing too important, just bordem

ho ho ho

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 22:26:38 GMT

christmas in 25 days

yay